** She was a pure black cat, with shinny fur. Favourite food is rice with ‘kepala ikan bilis’=) **

I used to date a guy for more than 10 years and we nearly got married. However, thing went wrong at the end and we did not make it.

We had a dog together. He is a maltese, named YUKI. Yuki was always a very playful and active little dog. During those days, he seen to know that I was upset. I still remember those heart broken nights, Yuki is the one who accompanied me. He would just quietly sit next to me.

Eventhough Yuki is not with me anymore, I will always remember him. Anyway, I do find my Mr Right later on and we have our little Dylan now.

The moral of the story is ‘Dog is always more worth trusted than a Man’ :)

I was on holiday, at home, at night. We had dinner and it’s rainy night. It rained so heavily that we had to yell so that we could hear each other in the kitchen. Out of the sudden i heard a tiny whining sound from outside the window pane. Despite the rain tapping noise, i tried focusing on the whining sound. It sounded like a puppy whining for help in the drain! I told my sister stenfeny and both of us went out to look for the poor puppy. Umbrellas, extremely wet legs and torchlights running up and down the heavily-flowed drain just to locate the whining sound. We were so afraid that the puppy might drown from the heavy rain! Thank god not long after the hard work, my sister finally saved the little puppy from the drain!! It’s just very difficult to imagine how happy we were when we managed to save the puppy’s life. We fed him, make a box like a house for him, with cloths to protect him from the chill.

Days passed and he’s grown a little bit and he’s very notty, well, in a very good way. Whenever my mom is trying to sweep the floor at the car porch, he’ll surely running and chasing the broom all over the place. He’ll also bite the broom and my mom will start swinging it and he looks so cute biting the broom and not letting it go. Everyone had fun watching my mom and the puppy swinging here and there. Stenfeny is really in love with him as this is the first ever pet she’s keeping. He really brings alot of joy to us.

One fine morning when i was sleeping, my mom rushed up and woke me up in a very bad way. I hate the feeling of being wake up this way but i hate the saddening feeling of what she’s telling me even more. The puppy woke up as joyfully as ever that morning when my dad prepared to go to work. My dad went out to ignite the car’s engine, washed the car a little bit just to warm it up after a chilling night. My mom was back in the kitchen, preparing for the day. The puppy sneaked out from the main gate as my dad left it slightly opened. When he was about to cross the road rushing towards my dad, a reckless driven car came and ran over the puppy. He’s dead. There’s no sign of breathing and he bled like there’s no tomorrow. There is really no tomorrow for him, nor us, with him. My dad felt so awful since he’s the one who had left the gate opened and all of us were so sad. I cried in the bed. Later in the afternoon, stenfeny came home from school. She was yelling and scolding like mad. Never as we thought that this could be happening to the puppy. We’d successfully saved him from misery, hoping to give him a good life. But God just wanted to take him away. HE did spared his life for a few weeks just to be with us, for us to love him, for him to be loved. Hope he’ll have a better life next time when he’s in this world again…

We never thought it was a virus, until I found ET was unusual in one day. She used to be very active (exactly like ET..), but that day she was soo tired, like low-battery. She kept on vomiting some white thingy, and she has breathing difficulties. I was panic, and called up vet to come over. They came, wanted to bring her go. This is the first time, and the last time, I saw ET intended to bite them. SHE NEVER BITE PEOPLE! I still remember, her sad face, her tears, her moan, was fading in my sight.

I know she will never come back. 2 weeks after, the same thing happended on Tutu. She knew what was going on, she knew she could never live longer than that, she knew that was the last time I could pamper her, warm her with my hug. She remain quiet, even when they came and pick her up. I couldnt see her for the very last time, as my eyes were full of tears.

This could not be happen, if I brought them for vaccination every year. The pain of losing 3 lovely pets, or better said 3 daughters, will stay in the deepest part of my heart, forever.

That was a rainy night, I heard their discussion and planned to get help from the veterinary for my euthanasia. I know it was not easy for them to make the decision and it could be the best solution for me. But, I just do not like the feeling to be injected.

The very next morning was the last time I saw them went for work and school. I escaped to the nearby jungle and spent the rest of life there. They could have searched for me and also cried for me but I think this is just the right decision as I do not want to see them sad again.

Thanks for the love. Poppy from heaven.

p/s: pin, i didn’t mean your comment, you know…haha

My mum used to tell me a story, not during bedtime, but when feeding me with porriage. It is about a movie of an elephant kept by someone very rich. The wife in the movie didn’t like the elephant and tortured the elephant by not giving it food, tied it to a tree. One day, when the wife looking at TV (this one I made up one, not sure what she is doing, maybe surfing Internet), her son who is playing in the park was about to bite by a snake. So the elephant (at this moment, my mum will sing a song… something like ‘大象， 大象， 我的朋友。。。我的朋友。。。’)… struggled and broke the chain and save the kid. The moral of the story is ‘One should have more than one animal stories, so that you don’t keep repeating it like my mum… kidding)

P/S ‘大象， 大象， 我的朋友。。。我的朋友。。。’ is elephant, elephant, my friend…. my friend… wierd I know!